If I stay…. [Daniel]

I am probably going to end up spending a lot more money, living out of home.
But if I leave to stay with my parents, I’ll be back at home – no longer independent, living the life of luxury and security. I won’t have to worry about anything, or stretch my bonds. I’ll be okay for the rest of the year.

 

I bring this up now because one of my roommates seems to be moving back home, and without him… it feels as though the living conditions of the house will degenerate  more than they already are.  (That is to say my other roommate will slack off even more). Not that I mind living with him, just… it feels like a project finished without anything more to gain.

The whole reason I left home the first time was because my family had left for Europe for the year  and a want for independence. Now .. there’s no drive for that…

 

Or at least I think.

 

I guess it doesn’t matter that much since I should be comfortable where ever. It’s more a matter of how much I want to spend on my ‘freedom,’ and whether I’m okay with that.

 

Other news?
I’m wondering about my thesis idly, and trying to write more creatively over this break. Though with work and social calls that’s a bit more difficult than I previously thought.

 

All in all though… everything’s good.

 

Anyway I hope the heat isn’t too biting.

 

Thanks,

Daniel