ARGH!! (Natty)
Ok, rant mode on BIG TIME.
I am SICK of ecological history of humanity! It is a stupid stupid stupid STUPID subject and I hate it!! Grrr I want to rip up the stupid reader and throw it around my flat in a fit of irritation.
I just got a circular email from the head of the subject saying that we had all been given an essay extension because of the poor quality of our essay plans. Apparently most of us have missed the point and not presented a clear argument. I am sure I am one of those people because mine was….trying to find a suitably unoffensive word… bad.
ARGH! I would like to point out that I am not being anti the staff members, they are fantastic. They all try really hard to give us support and put 110% effort into the subject and it was really considerate of Janet to send out that email and give us all an extension, I just hate it on a personal level. I picked it because it looked challenging and I was on a ‘oooh I’ll push myself to my full extent and be all brainy’ kick when I selected my subjects. Well sod that! I cannot wait for the end of semester so that I can go off and do something simple like cat grooming. I HATE BREADTH, I WANT TO SHOOT IT IN THE HEAD!
I am going to fail ecological history, end up becoming some life failure and recluse living with 66 cats who I will talk to and tell about the evils of Ecological history of humanity. And then I will die a horrible Bridget Jones-esque death and won’t be discovered for 2 weeks by which time I will have been eaten by alsations and the forensics science people will use my case to teach Ecological History and it will all be one sto the stupid big joke at my expense.
Haha ok so now I have ad it out with this blog I do realise that I am being absolutely ridiculous and childish. But actually, I don’t even care, I’m so stressed out with this mad subject! I apologise to the eco history team, it’s nothing personal, I am just a spoil petulant idiot who is incapable of writing an essay plan! I think I am probably more annoyed with myself for doing badly than with the subject but I am going to blame it anyway.
I am not even going to do a grammar check, that’s how frustrated I am! oooh she means business now lol! <— see it is even making me talk about myself in the third person. Insane.
Love Natty
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