February 10th, 2011 – Watching seconds change to minutes change to hours (Will)

Okay it has become extreamly apparent that time is slowing down. The wait for the 19th (moving day to Whitley) is starting to take its toll on my mind. I woke up this morning with the idea of doing as much as possible to fill in time. I decided hey I’ll vaccum the house, do the dishes, mop the floor, clean my room and mow the lawn. Of course that was at 9 in the morning. It is now a quater to one, I cant believe it but i have done all those tasks. That is just wrong, impossible.

I feel that I am growing insane from this wait, I’ve even started flipping through my chemistry texts for something to do. I have even started staring at my clock waiting for the next minute to flip down. I have one of those clocks where the pannels flip down with every hour and minute. This is the saddest experience of my life, this wait for university to start. I really hope that the experience is worth all the excitment that i have undergone. I just cant believe how slow time seems to go!!! Its so sad that it has come to staring at a clock to waste time.

Although it has allowed me time to ponder on the topic of rez. It’s actually starting to frighten me a little haha. I’m starting to think what if my first impression is terrible, what if everyone there doesn’t like me because I can get to be very annoying. I’m actually afraid of that day where I’ll walk into that donut and everyone will turn at me and sunt me off. What to do, I really do doubt that that will happen, I’m hoping that no-one will know each other and form instant little clicks of people. Of which none I belong. It really is starting to trouble me that I will be staying with total strangers for a year. Although on the other hand I’m excited to get to know these people, see what they like and make friends. I just don’t want to be that freak haha.

Im also starting to really get excited for chemistry, as sad as it sounds haha. I love that subject so intriguing, learning how everything is as it is and how it acts. Im really looking forward to the pracs, I just hope my clutz of a nature doesn’t affect me too much, like i hope i dont walk into the lab and bump a table and then watch in horror as time slows down, seeing all those burrets and beakers and conical flasks topple off the bench and shatter into carbon atoms all over the floor. That is my biggest nightmare :l. I wish that i had like a super power to control time and as those glass objects topple just stop time and save them all. That would be so cool and then get a chilli hot chocolate to celebrate haha. Yes i love spice, yummy tingly taste buds.

Well thats my daily worrys and dreams laid out on the internet, ive decided to make my blog entrys like a diary. So I have somewhere to lay out my experiences and hopes and sorrows about universities so you may get a whole lot of posts by me :] Hope you like them and theyre not to dry, I’m going to add some of my daft ideas, like the superhero one above as relief sort of my JD moment off scrubs. Tada for now