Maybe I wasn’t cut out for uni to begin with? I feel like everything is over my head, and that I should understand things better… On the other hand, I’ve only done Psych for three weeks, so perhaps I should be less hard on myself.
But I look at this project – only 1000 words! In a week! Should be okay? – and I don’t know where to begin. I’ve read all the notes on the discussion board and I’m still lost. Like I’ve got all the pieces in my head but nowhere to construct the building.
A phone call from Ikea, from the third courier today confused about my order.
A text from my first boyfriend, who seems friendlier to me at the moment than my current boyfriend.
A knock on the bedroom door from my housemate/sister, asking me what I’m making for tea.
An unanswered text from my parents. It will stay unanswered.
Another bill in the mailbox.
Where do I belong? What is right for me? Is there anything right for me?