Building castles in the shifting sands, in a world nobody quite understands (Sophie)
Just a quick update on things.
Firstly I want to let everyone know that my bio page is currently being formatted...so please excuse the fact I currently look completely out-of-proportion in my photo -I promise I don't really look like that! I am crossing my fingers that by next week everything will be edited to perfection! I've been told Dr Who once said that "Computers are very sophisticated idiots" - nothing more true in my opinion!
Today I attended the first proper Political Interest Society meeting (last week was the welcome back/introduction) and it was just as fantastic as I knew it would be! We talked about issues from Simon Crean's recent pre-selection challenge, to the issue of Iran and nuclear weapons, to whether or not public transport in Melbourne should be free. I heard some fascinating opinions and felt very comfortable in the presence of the other members to speak up with my point of view.
Tonight I am a bit frustrated though as I only just checked my uni email and found out that an email had been sent out THIS MORNING, to inform people who wanted to have mentors that the first meeting would be TODAY at 1pm! I was throughly disappointed to miss this as I had no idea it was going on. I thought I was enough of a geek to check my email once a day....now I'm thinking perhaps it needs to be checked morning AND night? I have emailed the organiser to explain how I didn't check my email until tonight and am crossing my fingers that I can still get a mentor. Otherwise I will be SO disappointed as I think the whole mentoring program is a great idea and was really looking forward to having an older student be a mentor to me.
As for everything else, I think everyone is feeling very stressed right now. All the people I speak to are feeling like they're not quite in control of what's going on, and tell me they're behind on reading, they haven't started the assignments yet, or describe to me a feeling of being "lost". (Definitely the most common term used). I'm glad in the sense that I know I'm not alone because I'm feeling so much of this too. I think in the next week or two though, everything will come together and make a lot more sense. New routines just take a while to get used to and this is a pretty big transition period in our lives.
I nearly freaked out yesterday to overhear a girl speaking on the train saying how she'd attended her first accounting tutorial the day before and only 4 people had done the required homework -which was being marked, and most of the class had received a score of ZERO. I suddenly realised she was talking about the Accounting subject I take and was shocked as I had no idea what homework she was talking about. As she kept speaking I soon realised she was referring to something our lecturer had mentioned very briefly in his first lecture. It was something that would have been very easy to miss and it had not been made at all very clear that this was due in the first tutorial.
I guess if you were a fully organised uni student you would have known, but for most of us it was such an easy thing to forget about or not realise was due in the first tutorial, particularly as every other first tutorial in other subjects had been an introduction with nothing expected to be due!
For a few minutes I was verging on a heart attack as I knew I had a tute that morning and didn't know which subject for. I couldn't imagine anything worse than receiving a big fat "zero" on my first tutorial for Accounting! Luckily fate saved me and I found out my Accounting tute wasn't until Friday so I had time to prepare what was due.
I felt so bad for the people in that girl's tute who received zero. I have however, heard conflicting reports that other people were let off the hook in their tutes and just told to hand the homework in next tutorial. I really hope that ended up happening for everyone because otherwise I think it is pretty harsh for those who didn't do it to get zero (though I do understand the question of fairness for those who DID do the required homework).
Not much else going on. I have decided at this point not to join AIESEC. As much as I think it sounds fantastic, I feel at this point I am struggling to balance uni, social activities and extra curricular activities. I feel it's pointless for me to join AIESEC unless I really know I can commit the hours needed to make it a worthwhile experience. I guess sometimes you just need to make tough decisions about what you can and can't do.
I'll end this now on one final thought.
Quantitative Methods 1 sounded like my worst nightmare...I considered renaming it 'advanced Math Methods' (taking into account Math Methods in yr 12 was my most hated subject). After 3 lectures....I am have to say that statistics are actually quite ok. High school maths is so abstract, but when you are actually applying things to real-life scenarios it's quite interesting.
Wow I feel like a bit nerdy saying that. Don't take it to mean I actually LIKE maths or anything....lol.
Sophie